take that little step,

natalie — Mon, 21 May 2012 15:18:51 +0000

Came home w everyone asleep, okay. Scolding for trying to communicate w u, okay. Frustration and anger while talking about money infront of me, okay. Being so damn rude to your damn mum, okay. Don’t wish me happy birthday lol, okay. I wasn’t wanting a freaking huge cake and present w fifty ppl surprising me AWWW. I just wanted some love and happiness to be felt at home on my birthday. Just to let me know that someone else, other than me, appreciates that I DAMN EXIST

What isn’t enough? I tried to make sure that on everyone’s birthday there is at least something. Even if it’s last minute and I am freaking damn busy w my life. I love my family- though parents are bias,siblings vent on u and being at home just feels disgusting.

I am disgusted, truly. Happy 14 yay

natalie — Fri, 11 Nov 2011 14:48:19 +0000

I feel ugly, stupid, fat and lousy.

I think that society is cruel. Why?

Happy 11/11/11 anyways.

natalie — Tue, 13 Sep 2011 09:42:04 +0000

harow i want to lose weight and be skinny:( bye bye

when you take my breathe away, after so long

natalie — Fri, 02 Sep 2011 18:05:38 +0000

i dont know why. the feeling 4 months back on that day-disappointment, sad and confuse. the pain still stinks me when i see you photo. the urge to go to your profile and twitter. the jealous feeling when i know i’m being replaced. smiling when i think back.

good months, but young and innocent. when things are messed up : let go, let God.

natalie — Sun, 14 Aug 2011 13:24:49 +0000

fat ugly disgusting

natalie — Tue, 09 Aug 2011 14:45:35 +0000

tell me how many times will it take for me, to get it right.

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natalie — Sun, 03 Jul 2011 16:27:15 +0000

sigh can someone tell me why is it so hard. i am not being emo or what. how am i suppose to know that you were waiting for me or that i will ‘pang seh’ you when i dont even know i was meeting you? :/ sigh, it’s only a small thing. it’s not like you didnt do it to me before, you just left me there eh. and i didnt even ignore you or what. was it even my fault. was. it. even. my. fault. gosh. oh wells. forgive forgive forgive.

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