I feel ugly, stupid, fat and lousy.
I think that society is cruel. Why? 
Happy 11/11/11 anyways.
when you take my breathe away, after so long
i dont know why. the feeling 4 months back on that day-disappointment, sad and confuse. the pain still stinks me when i see you photo. the urge to go to your profile and twitter. the jealous feeling when i know i’m being replaced. smiling when i think back.
good months, but young and innocent. when things are messed up : let go, let God.
sigh can someone tell me why is it so hard. i am not being emo or what. how am i suppose to know that you were waiting for me or that i will ‘pang seh’ you when i dont even know i was meeting you? :/ sigh, it’s only a small thing. it’s not like you didnt do it to me before, you just left me there eh. and i didnt even ignore you or what. was it even my fault. was. it. even. my. fault. gosh. oh wells. forgive forgive forgive.
sigh, can you at least tell me what’s going on. i hate this feeling. i dont really mind waiting. but you got to tell me what is it right? oh goosh. it’s just me? but even if it’s just the stupid overthinking and imagine-too-much stuffs me, i am a girl for goodness sake. i have feelings and i over think. oh wellss, i just can’t bear to type rubbish on my tumblr, so i decided to come back to vent my fustrations awhile.
